Lyrics:
[Romanized:]
Etanōru ni hitashite sashidashita iron'na uruoi
Areta hada ni shimite itai mune no oku wa shira retakunai
Demo koko wa semete kono-jikan dake wa shitsudo to atataka-sa ni michitai
Yowane wa itsu made mo hakitai hakita garu boku ga boku wa kirai
Kiminoyasashisa ni amaete daijōbu tte kotoba moratte
Moratta kuse ni sugu ni otoshite arekore motomeru itami tome
Sakamuke o kurikaesu yubisaki osae tsukete mo abareru kitai
Kokoro ni hebaritsuku byōgenkin-kun ni utsushimasen yō ni
Oh, babykono kawaki dake wa koko ni aru ana dake wa
Kimi ni mitashite moratcha ikenai ki ga suru nda
Mō heikina furi sura shinai subete o arainagashita ue de
Kakkō tsukete mattō ni ikite itai
I'm baby jibun to iu hito o jibun de mamoru koto ga
Kimi o aisu to iu koto no daiippo
Mō gen ni modoranai aza no dekita karada no mama
Oreme no tsuita hāto no mama boku to iu hito no arinomama
Kiminoyasashisa ni amaete daijōbu tte kotoba moratte
Moratta kuse ni shinjizu sutete atatte nando mo kizutsukete
Kidzukeba tsunaga re teta tenteki fugainai boku o semeru men'eki
Sore demo fuete iku byōgenkin-kun ni ayamaritakattanoni
Oh, baby kono itami dake wa koko ni aru "-girai" dake wa
Nani ni tayotte naoshita to shitatte imi ga nai nda
Nō tenkina mirai wa iranai tatoe kurushimi ni mamire tatte
Boku wa boku ni boku dake de katte mitai
I'm baby jibun to iu hito o jibun de hokoru koto ga
Kimi o aisu to iu koto ni fukaketsudatta
Nanjakuna jibun o norotta kimi wa sore o waratta mata sukuwa rete shimatta
Sakamuke ya hibi ware-darake no te shimi ya oreme-darake no hāto de
Soredemo emi o ukaberu sono-me
Boku wa boku ni totte no kimi ni kimi ni fusawashī boku ni chanto naritakatta nda
Oh, baby kono kawaki dake wa koko ni aru ana dake wa
Kimi ni mitashite moratcha ikenai ki ga suru nda
Mō heikina furi sura shinai subete o arainagashita ue de
Kakkō tsukete mattō ni ikite itai
Oh, baby kono itami ga mata koko ni aru "-girai" ga mata
Boku no kokoro o tsukisashi mushibanda to shitatte
Mō don'na gekiyaku mo iranai fuan ni unasarenagara mo
Boku wa shinjite iru boku o shinjite iru
I'm baby jibun to iu hito o jibun de mamoru koto ga
Kimi o aisu to iu koto no daiippo
Son'na atsukurushī omoi o semete hyō dake demo
Fuite kirei ni shite kara ai ni iku yo
[Japanese:]
エタノールに浸して 差し出したいろんな潤い
荒れた肌に沁みて痛い 胸の奥は知られたくない
でもここは せめてこの時間だけは湿度と暖かさに満ちたい
弱音はいつまでも吐きたい 吐きたがる僕が僕は嫌い
君の優しさに甘えて 大丈夫って言葉貰って
貰ったくせにすぐに落として あれこれ求める痛み止め
逆剥けを繰り返す指先 抑えつけても暴れる期待
心にへばりつく病原菌 君にうつしませんように
Oh, babyこの渇きだけは ここにある穴だけは
君に満たしてもらっちゃいけない気がするんだ
もう平気なフリすらしない 全てを洗い流した上で
格好つけて 真っ当に生きていたい
I'm baby 自分という人を自分で守る事が
君を愛すという事の第一歩
[lyrics was taken from http://www.lyrics.my/artists/official-hige-dandism/lyrics/sanitizer]
もう元に戻らない アザのできた体のまま
折れ目のついたハートのまま 僕という人のありのまま
君の優しさに甘えて 大丈夫って言葉貰って
貰ったくせに信じず捨てて 当たって何度も傷つけて
気づけば繋がれてた点滴 不甲斐ない僕を責める免疫
それでも増えていく病原菌 君に謝りたかったのに
Oh, baby この痛みだけは ここにある「嫌い」だけは
何に頼って治したとしたって意味がないんだ
能天気な未来はいらない たとえ苦しみにまみれたって
僕は僕に僕だけで勝ってみたい
I'm baby 自分という人を自分で誇る事が
君を愛すという事に不可欠だった
軟弱な自分を呪った 君はそれを笑った また救われてしまった
逆剥けやヒビ割れだらけの手 シミや折れ目だらけのハートで
それでも笑みを浮かべるその目
僕は僕にとっての君に 君にふさわしい僕に ちゃんとなりたかったんだ
Oh, baby この渇きだけは ここにある穴だけは
君に満たしてもらっちゃいけない気がするんだ
もう平気なフリすらしない 全てを洗い流した上で
格好つけて 真っ当に生きていたい
Oh, baby この痛みがまた ここにある「嫌い」がまた
僕の心を突き刺し蝕んだとしたって
もうどんな劇薬もいらない 不安にうなされながらも
僕は信じている 僕を信じている
I'm baby 自分という人を自分で守る事が
君を愛すという事の第一歩
そんな暑苦しい想いをせめて表だけでも
拭いて綺麗にしてから会いに行くよ
[English translation:]
I offered you all kinds of moisture, soaked in ethanol, and it stings my rough my rough skin
I don't want you to know what's deep in my heart
But here, for at least this moment, I want to be filled with humidity and warmth
I want to keep whining forever, and I hate myself for wanting to spit it out
I lean on your kindness, you tell me it's okay, but even though I received it, I drop it right away, asking for all sorts of things to stop the pain
My fingertips repeatedly peel back, my hopes run wild even when I suppress them, the germs that cling to my heart, I hope I don't infect you
Oh baby, I feel like you shouldn't fill this thirst, this hole here. I don't even want to pretend I'm fine anymore
After washing it all away, I want to look cool and live an honest life
I'm baby, protecting myself as a person is the first step to loving you
It's never going to go back to the way it was before
With my bruised body
With my broken heart, just the way I am
I leaned on your kindness, you told me it was okay, but even though you told it was okay, I didn't believe it and threw it away, I hit you and hurt you again and again, and before I knew it I was connected to an IV drip, my immunity blaming me for being so useless
But still the pathogens are growing I wanted to apologize to you
Oh baby, just this pain, just this "hate" that's right here
No matter what I rely on to cure it, it's meaningless
I don't want a carefree future, even if I'm covered in pain, I want to win against myself, on my own
I'm baby, being proud of who I am was essential to loving you
I cursed my weak self, but you laughed at me, and you saved me again
With hands full of peeling and cracks, a heart full of blemishes and creases
But even so, your eyes still smile, I wanted to become the person that you are to me, the person worthy of you
Oh baby, just this thirst, just this hole here
I feel like I shouldn't let you fulfill me
I'm not even going to pretend I'm fine anymore, I want to wash it all away, put on a brave face, and live an honest life
Oh baby, even if this pain comes again, this "hate" that's right here, pierces and eats away at my heart again
I don't need any strong medicine anymore
Even though I'm tormented by anxiety, I believe, I believe in myself
I'm baby, Protecting myself as a person is the first step to loving you
I'll wipe away those oppressive feelings, at least on the surface, and then come and see you
Etanōru ni hitashite sashidashita iron'na uruoi
Areta hada ni shimite itai mune no oku wa shira retakunai
Demo koko wa semete kono-jikan dake wa shitsudo to atataka-sa ni michitai
Yowane wa itsu made mo hakitai hakita garu boku ga boku wa kirai
Kiminoyasashisa ni amaete daijōbu tte kotoba moratte
Moratta kuse ni sugu ni otoshite arekore motomeru itami tome
Sakamuke o kurikaesu yubisaki osae tsukete mo abareru kitai
Kokoro ni hebaritsuku byōgenkin-kun ni utsushimasen yō ni
Oh, babykono kawaki dake wa koko ni aru ana dake wa
Kimi ni mitashite moratcha ikenai ki ga suru nda
Mō heikina furi sura shinai subete o arainagashita ue de
Kakkō tsukete mattō ni ikite itai
I'm baby jibun to iu hito o jibun de mamoru koto ga
Kimi o aisu to iu koto no daiippo
Mō gen ni modoranai aza no dekita karada no mama
Oreme no tsuita hāto no mama boku to iu hito no arinomama
Kiminoyasashisa ni amaete daijōbu tte kotoba moratte
Moratta kuse ni shinjizu sutete atatte nando mo kizutsukete
Kidzukeba tsunaga re teta tenteki fugainai boku o semeru men'eki
Sore demo fuete iku byōgenkin-kun ni ayamaritakattanoni
Oh, baby kono itami dake wa koko ni aru "-girai" dake wa
Nani ni tayotte naoshita to shitatte imi ga nai nda
Nō tenkina mirai wa iranai tatoe kurushimi ni mamire tatte
Boku wa boku ni boku dake de katte mitai
I'm baby jibun to iu hito o jibun de hokoru koto ga
Kimi o aisu to iu koto ni fukaketsudatta
Nanjakuna jibun o norotta kimi wa sore o waratta mata sukuwa rete shimatta
Sakamuke ya hibi ware-darake no te shimi ya oreme-darake no hāto de
Soredemo emi o ukaberu sono-me
Boku wa boku ni totte no kimi ni kimi ni fusawashī boku ni chanto naritakatta nda
Oh, baby kono kawaki dake wa koko ni aru ana dake wa
Kimi ni mitashite moratcha ikenai ki ga suru nda
Mō heikina furi sura shinai subete o arainagashita ue de
Kakkō tsukete mattō ni ikite itai
Oh, baby kono itami ga mata koko ni aru "-girai" ga mata
Boku no kokoro o tsukisashi mushibanda to shitatte
Mō don'na gekiyaku mo iranai fuan ni unasarenagara mo
Boku wa shinjite iru boku o shinjite iru
I'm baby jibun to iu hito o jibun de mamoru koto ga
Kimi o aisu to iu koto no daiippo
Son'na atsukurushī omoi o semete hyō dake demo
Fuite kirei ni shite kara ai ni iku yo
[Japanese:]
エタノールに浸して 差し出したいろんな潤い
荒れた肌に沁みて痛い 胸の奥は知られたくない
でもここは せめてこの時間だけは湿度と暖かさに満ちたい
弱音はいつまでも吐きたい 吐きたがる僕が僕は嫌い
君の優しさに甘えて 大丈夫って言葉貰って
貰ったくせにすぐに落として あれこれ求める痛み止め
逆剥けを繰り返す指先 抑えつけても暴れる期待
心にへばりつく病原菌 君にうつしませんように
Oh, babyこの渇きだけは ここにある穴だけは
君に満たしてもらっちゃいけない気がするんだ
もう平気なフリすらしない 全てを洗い流した上で
格好つけて 真っ当に生きていたい
I'm baby 自分という人を自分で守る事が
君を愛すという事の第一歩
[lyrics was taken from http://www.lyrics.my/artists/official-hige-dandism/lyrics/sanitizer]
もう元に戻らない アザのできた体のまま
折れ目のついたハートのまま 僕という人のありのまま
君の優しさに甘えて 大丈夫って言葉貰って
貰ったくせに信じず捨てて 当たって何度も傷つけて
気づけば繋がれてた点滴 不甲斐ない僕を責める免疫
それでも増えていく病原菌 君に謝りたかったのに
Oh, baby この痛みだけは ここにある「嫌い」だけは
何に頼って治したとしたって意味がないんだ
能天気な未来はいらない たとえ苦しみにまみれたって
僕は僕に僕だけで勝ってみたい
I'm baby 自分という人を自分で誇る事が
君を愛すという事に不可欠だった
軟弱な自分を呪った 君はそれを笑った また救われてしまった
逆剥けやヒビ割れだらけの手 シミや折れ目だらけのハートで
それでも笑みを浮かべるその目
僕は僕にとっての君に 君にふさわしい僕に ちゃんとなりたかったんだ
Oh, baby この渇きだけは ここにある穴だけは
君に満たしてもらっちゃいけない気がするんだ
もう平気なフリすらしない 全てを洗い流した上で
格好つけて 真っ当に生きていたい
Oh, baby この痛みがまた ここにある「嫌い」がまた
僕の心を突き刺し蝕んだとしたって
もうどんな劇薬もいらない 不安にうなされながらも
僕は信じている 僕を信じている
I'm baby 自分という人を自分で守る事が
君を愛すという事の第一歩
そんな暑苦しい想いをせめて表だけでも
拭いて綺麗にしてから会いに行くよ
[English translation:]
I offered you all kinds of moisture, soaked in ethanol, and it stings my rough my rough skin
I don't want you to know what's deep in my heart
But here, for at least this moment, I want to be filled with humidity and warmth
I want to keep whining forever, and I hate myself for wanting to spit it out
I lean on your kindness, you tell me it's okay, but even though I received it, I drop it right away, asking for all sorts of things to stop the pain
My fingertips repeatedly peel back, my hopes run wild even when I suppress them, the germs that cling to my heart, I hope I don't infect you
Oh baby, I feel like you shouldn't fill this thirst, this hole here. I don't even want to pretend I'm fine anymore
After washing it all away, I want to look cool and live an honest life
I'm baby, protecting myself as a person is the first step to loving you
It's never going to go back to the way it was before
With my bruised body
With my broken heart, just the way I am
I leaned on your kindness, you told me it was okay, but even though you told it was okay, I didn't believe it and threw it away, I hit you and hurt you again and again, and before I knew it I was connected to an IV drip, my immunity blaming me for being so useless
But still the pathogens are growing I wanted to apologize to you
Oh baby, just this pain, just this "hate" that's right here
No matter what I rely on to cure it, it's meaningless
I don't want a carefree future, even if I'm covered in pain, I want to win against myself, on my own
I'm baby, being proud of who I am was essential to loving you
I cursed my weak self, but you laughed at me, and you saved me again
With hands full of peeling and cracks, a heart full of blemishes and creases
But even so, your eyes still smile, I wanted to become the person that you are to me, the person worthy of you
Oh baby, just this thirst, just this hole here
I feel like I shouldn't let you fulfill me
I'm not even going to pretend I'm fine anymore, I want to wash it all away, put on a brave face, and live an honest life
Oh baby, even if this pain comes again, this "hate" that's right here, pierces and eats away at my heart again
I don't need any strong medicine anymore
Even though I'm tormented by anxiety, I believe, I believe in myself
I'm baby, Protecting myself as a person is the first step to loving you
I'll wipe away those oppressive feelings, at least on the surface, and then come and see you